YEsh finally exercise cunning fox is over! I am trained to handle pressure and stress, be the one to step out when everyone esle fall, facing your fears! I feel my course commander is giving me many many chances to let me learn and excel...i feel i am more outspoken now, more able to make decision, have better command and control, i know some part of me have actually changed after this course...Moreover, i have made many many good friends from this course, ppl that are going to be my partners in tasks, my superiors in actions....i do finally understand why i dun like her at first, from the point she mention how her father treat her and her response to it, i realise it is exactly the type of ppl i hate, i did not actually realise at first, i was blind. I know i loved my parents a lot, i cannot imagine myself asking for such unreasonable stuff, a gift is a blessing but forcing a gift is truely unpleasant. Past, present and maybe future, having a gf is not really impt to me in my life, i have changed my goal, not a family now, but to do what i like most and have a career i truely desire...