I feel i am getting out of my empty shell already, haha, i dun know, i am always alone at some point of my life. I used to this kind of life in the past however now seem a bit intolerable. I need company , i need to talk to someone somehow, which is haha. Like my fren says her frens are living in a perfect life and you dun feel like disturbing their perfect lives and you rot yourself. That sort of feeling is intolerable but i learn. I learn to look forward in my life. I look at 3 positive things for every 1 negative thing i think of. Going to sispec made me stronger, a leader to lead. I learnt a lot in sispec, somehow this process changed me. A price to pay as compared to my 8 to 5 frens who never gonna learn much in the ns but to slack. For me i have gained character, personality and life skills from this course. That is the reason i chose to go to command school in the first place. Because I WANT TO CHANGE....

Haha my old class picture, yay i found it haha, i look so small and fragile sia i cannot believe it