Life seems kinda unpredictable huh...i was lucky in the sense that, although my fren confined her secrets to me, lots of emotional spillovers. I did not fall into the pithole that she sets, dangerous person she is, i knew from the start. Now another guy being her emotional substitute when she has a bf, which she thinks he likes her and she likes him. But i actually know what is gonna to happen next, if she break up with her bf, she will lose everything. This is because the guy is just a fling, a sort of revenge that she unconsciously did not realise. However, if she is able to control herself, she may still survive. I would like to thank god, that guy is not me,haha, phew, army did help me, haha. Now she is having an affair loh, what to say, all the respect i used to have for her, all go down the drain liao loh lol. At the same time, i seriously drop hope for love now, i told my armymate saying that i gave up hope, yet he tells me another thing which i also know, i know it is a matter of time, but it is not gonna be so easy this time.