After the guard duty, i have been having headaches and hot breath...sian feel muscles aches and like fever like that. But i am not a weak person, i continued to train and never say anything, a bit stupid right. I dun know lah, sick loh. Recently i found out the second puzzle of relationship from my fren, it made me feel i dun wan to fall in love again. Haiz...I dun know...now it will be very very very difficult to accept or even go after another, unless someone can change my mind. I hope...lol Now i understand what it meant by feeling tired of it already, and i dun believe in love anymore, it is just commitment