I dun know why i try and try yet i cannot control my emotions. I am like trying to control it yet i am letting it fly now when i hear my fren's problems when i put into her shoes. When i experienced it, my feelings came back. What a problem it can be, i...i think i need to go forget about the past, i am going to zouk today. Hope i can forget the problems of the past...

hmm...saw things i dun wan to see but somehow it helps me to forget the problems...haiz...dun know why though, i observe how ppl behave and all. I dun know why my fren asks me why am i still caring about her, but i tell her because she is my dear old fren. Guess what i believe and what she believe is a bit different bah. Anyway, glad that she is going to move on after yesterday. I cannot believe her bf is so bad one, haiz, what can i say...