Something i cannot do is to forget, i close my eyes and pictures just flashes through my mind at will. I live my life now to love my parents and sister, people says i always do the unneccessary things but are they really unneccessary. So i always do the little little things, haiz dun know why, ngee poo always scold me for doing little stupid things.
Today, i went out with 2 of my army frens to shop haha...although at first was going for movie but then clement want to buy white belt so we comb the whole vivo for the white belt but we cannot find anything..clement feels damn sian...haha..then we walk and talk a lot of cok...then i got called by hubert to scouts then he drive me there...it really touches me when i go back to scouts...it really feels like i am back to my old self...my childish life i used to have...singing kiddish song...being forever young as my core...feels really different...i miss myself badly...