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Chapter 31 - Forgetting
Friday, June 06, 2008
Not easy as i thought it seems..hmmm...can i ever get back to my old self again...just finished my 24km... got extremely high in the last 8km..I dun feel any pain on my shoulders, abrasion on my thighs, blisters on my feets...I feel as though i am immortal...I want to break this stupid chain off me...argh...maybe i should change my attention to someone esle...ya i should...i must...i...haiz...every time i type here...it feels like i am talking to myself when i have no one esle to talk to...now i dun really care who is reading this...just that i used to be very conscious of my image...some people says i am mad if i would to talk to myself but i do sometimes...it is my way of letting my feelings out...i feel by forgetting it is like running away from problems, not really my style of doing things because whenever i have a problem, it will stuck to me in my mind for very long, that is the reason why some people say i am so blur, because i always have a problem always thinking of something, i feel very uneasy and unsettled if the problem is not solved. I always rethink and rethink and rethink, reflect over and over again until i understand why and certain stuff which i could not have understood before...Now i understand one thing is i like to protect people that are weak and suffered from injustice, i like helping underdogs, i have this feeling that they deserved better treatment and stand up for them like what i did for hubert against eddie that actually cause my friendship with eddie to sour. I never speak up unless i see the unfairness in the acts of certain people and fight till my cause. Quite honorable huh...but i think it is in my nature for doing this things, i feel good helping this kind of people. I am never fierce in many people eyes but when i am pissed i will not smile at you i will stare at you with very cold and silent look. I never scold people for what they did wrong, it is just not me. You know there is something i always want to do if i have a gf if i have a chance, that is to dance with her on top of esplanade at night...haha...something that only one person knows, i like to dance ...haha...lets' dance to the last waltz
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