Hmmm actually i dun know why am i still thinking abt her since i let go liao...I dream of her yesterday so, i think i am thinking abt her. I think it is wrong..I think i should stop talking to her and msging her to make my passing day feel better..kinda think of the past..If she was not my gf in the office that time, i would have went for another girl.. Becos i think that girl is my type which i guess so...My ex is not someone i will ever go after so hmmm...Kinda strange huh...Kinda think of it again..I am gonna spend a lonely birthday, lonely valentines again..every year for my birthday is a lonely one..I guess nobody bothers abt me, and i am kinda used to it in the past but now being alone again takes some time to get used to it...since i am a very cold person...after focusing my attention on one person and now changing back..it is kinda hard for me...hmm maybe i need time to heal...Will i ever believe in love again...maybe i...haiz...I dun believe in love last time...after i realise someone really care abt me and pay so much attention to me...it kinda feels different huh...i must be cold again...argh i think cannot liao...my character is going change again crap...If i am not wrong i am becoming a troublemaker and a joker...My prediction...Hope it does not happen haha....U know i always have this feeling of ppl taking me for granted...haiz nvm i will change