I don know why...just that every time i bathe, the shower water blast at me, i always use the hottest water...seem to enjoy it..hmm...as soon the water came running down onto me, my eyes turned red and tears came down with it gradually..I don know why..probably its the pain that i have been keeping to myself and i just let it go in the showers...Secondary school i played this game with my friend..this game is called knuckle punching...well it is to keep on punching till the other guy give up...lol...hmm...well the others play another kind is to knock the other guy down on the floor first wins...more scary than mine...well all this blogging allows me to read back on my past that i forget so i just cast my memories into here before i actually forget them..Recently i just met my friend..He told me he smokes and i guessed he took it up from his poly friend..worse of all he told me he had tried drugs like he-ro-in...he told me well taste nth much like normal stuff..hmm i know he is suffering too but i know there is no way i can help him..he enter that realm because of a girl...sigh....Something which i am inexperienced...I ...
I took this quiz in facebook about smiles which seem to describe mine a lot...
You have an Emo Smile
Although you may pretend to be happy and smiling, there is a deep sadness in your heart. You are very aware of your own emotions and are very sensitive to how people think about you and what they say about you. You may over-react sometimes, but it is just your instinct to protect your tender spirit.