Prom night is ya entertaining night for me, quite enjoyed it but i don know why..i seem to have headaches on these kind of times. For the first time, i don feel cold and i feel warm. I don know why but i fear cold lol...i think its a phobia. I experience extreme cold till my whole body shivers and shivers, that is the most frightening experience for me. My mouth went clattering non-stop and i cannot control it, my whole body clutches together, horrible experience that lead to my phobia to cold, i guess.
After so many years, it still hurts when i think about it...painful experience...
Your smile is something i cannot forget, ignorance seem day-casting to me..Till the day i see my fear before me, i feel so awkard inside. So i give up hope then on, sapping on music to live on. I wish to erase this memory but i cannot do it. It is so hard to forget it and i only can live on holding secrets within me.Maybe a little tinge of dust, it might just work. I only can cast it aside to recall the things i should have done then.
Hmm...I have the strangest thing that i can do. Ideas just come to my mind suddenly, no link at all just all of the sudden as though i need to create these products. Maybe it is a talent or maybe it is a gap i have between people.Oh well...I think i have to get matured..My 18th birthday is coming soon and i need to settle my mind, goodbye 17th of me...
Oh ya my sister did some artwork in her room recently