"Take my life, banish my soul to the oblivion"

Quite sad to hear that my friend got rejected but he is strong and willing to continue to fight on. I admire his spirit, simply matured. Sigh..I am still the child trapped in the teenager body. My thoughts are the surface seem childish and casual yet only when it gets serious, i put on my stern face and think maturely. That is why i think i am not ready yet.
Last year, my another friend asks me to accompany to get his wallet from this girl, sigh..seem like something going on between them. Shockingly, the girl went to his house and sleep, his parents told me lol..however the girl never accept him i guess strangely. Then another guy went after her and well my friend decided to compete with him in pool,thats the time i see him damn emo and angry. When i went to his house, he starts singing peng xiao hai very furiously. That was the first time i ever see him so mad at something. It tells me he lost but i have nothing to tell him. I feel i have no experiences in telling him what to do. That girl is actually my primary school classmates which makes me rather awkward since both are actually my friends. sigh...
Sigh...My father forced me to learn driving...He is going to accompany me and make sure i get signed up for the driving stuff right after i turned 18. My friend damn funny says after he gets his licence, he is going to drive me to school but in the first place he wanted to learn it for another purpose.