I feel empty after today's paper like as though games are not satisfying anymore. I don feel like playing anymore, i wish this exam never end..sigh. I wan to learn something...maybe first thing i wan to learn is to cycle lol...yea i can't cycle lol..of all things cycling...my father do not let me learn...i do not know why...i swam a lot last time but thats not how i get my colour actually i wondered yea not swimming..more of burning in the afternoon sun...painful days...maybe i should go and discover new things i never do before..maybe i must go try going to the west and see see look look...
hmmm..recently i have been trying to use my left hand and training it to get more stronger so i can use both hands to write which is a difficult process because you think differently. Cannot really explain, you must try then you will know. oh yea today econs essay is the first time i ever plan for more than 15 mins. Seem long but it so different when you plan then write its like the thoughts just come through. Do you ever believe that i can actually know what you are thinking? Brain waves i can feel around me..i understand i see and i comprehend what you do. I have a choice to say but maybe all i say just now was rubbish.