Did you ever realise that some of my posts you are unable to understand? Yeah i just don wan people to know what i was thinking and try to arrange the words a bit such that you don understand and i understand to make myself feel better. For the past 1 year, i was trying to forget something in the library, i cannot seem to forget it. It was before promos and during September, studying with
Favien and
Seng kiang. I cannot forget that incident and it seem to be very eventful for me. I thought that it was just some people disturbing me but then..maybe because i was always getting disturbed in the past so well i think i will ignore it..but then..Once i sink it into my mind, i cannot wash it off, not matter what. After the promos, it struck me again until the December Holidays then i feel better. After that, it came back haunting me like a
apparition. It took me lets see 3 to 4 months when i started to concentrate on bowling, it seems to wear off. It seem to come and go like earthquake to my mind. Maybe that is the reason why i cannot concentrate in exams and classes. I wonder if it is true. I will try my best to once again try to forget it, i hope. Sian...I hope history does not repeat itself..I feel horrible to barely see...nvm.
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