Realisation occur to me as i sit down and think about the past 2 years.
Simply the same thing happens today, i did chem today from morning to afternoon to memorise all the inorganic stuff. These seems so factual and dry but no choice. Then econs is what i am doing at night, boring stuff again tempt me to do maths to refresh my mind. Then i just sat down and think of the past 2 years, then one incident seems to sink in quite deep in me and i finally realise something. I was talking to my ex-classmate last year abt her unhappiness in her sch, hmm she was like some outcast she said. Hmm..so i just chat. Realisation came to me when i thought abt my schoolmates were talking abt her during first three months and i laugh inside. It is because it is a completely different thing. I think they will be shocked if i tell them lol. Nvm i just simply realised something after so long because maybe i thought that it was just a mistake or error but i realise lol finally it was ironic the opposite. Simply by hiding ones fact to decieve another seem pretty well..hmm..bluffable to me. I was bluffed lol.