I feel very sad recently actually...You decide..I do not know well nvm...I stoned a lot for that day too much....well manage to listen to songs to spend time sitting on a bench watching people playing tennis...Suppose i should not have came too early i guess... sigh...
Maybe the happy thing is i still have 3 best friends that always there whereby we know each other very well. Still i do not know my jc friends well enough, maybe i did not take effort to know them..hmm maybe or the time is just still short...Actually i used talk a lot in primary school but secondary school talk too much seem not a very good idea...now seem very different...Maybe coming here is not such a good choice after all... Since last time in 1st three months, i have hardcore study mates and now sigh...a class that sigh....depends on tuition...still it is the teachers that forced us to go tuition...lessons that have sleeping zombie faced teacher talking to you in a monotonous and uninterested manner, a know-it-all teacher yet fails to change anything about it and a heck-care you teacher that don wan to help you...familiar...guess...come on...guess...I feel my class is still blessed with a enthusiastic chemistry teacher that never fails to give up on us....Kinda of think of it...Maybe it is my choice to come here anyway...I have to adapt and accept it...Friends are so hard to understand these days...maybe i feel insignificant...i still remember last year when mr alex chua lesson on softball...He asked who played before softball..i rosed my hand with enthu state of mind...i tot some others will but i looked around omg i am the only one...1st thought of mind...tpjc is a boring and dead school compared to sr...this never happen in sr where it is always happening....or it is just pure unlucky...Then 1st friend i met is shawn a very chinese person...never speak english....loves meridian and envy victoria...gives me a feeling of sian in the school since friend does not like the school anyway...i asked my friends to join a event..they always say don wan...don wan...I feel sian again...I don wan to sorang go join activity like some course... but during that time i feel so hard to mix with my class...hardly know them anyway...first time by impressing myself in the speech thing... disappointed them when i had a speech in front of the whole batch of people...Favien is the one the never fails to disappoint me...he is one of the only and in fact the ONLY enthu one i feel...but our interests always differs...what so special about my class is we have 5 victorians...they imbued this victorian thing on us ...hard for me to understand but fun still...Like maris stella ppl...super outspoken and super attention seeking...but maris stella are more chinese ppl so i guess one of the only difference...i end here bah..haha...hope tml is a better day