Hmm.. Quite some stuff happened this month.. sad
stuff and demoralizing stuff... It is as though i have to meet certain expectations. Actually, i really can identify who are my real friends are in my life after the things that had happened in April. Hehe... I will never joke with someone i do not know...in fact never... But this is no joke though...Friends that you make as you aged are getting more and more fake...True or not true? I feel i am starting to seperate myself from this world and i am starting to see things clear for once..One after another, one sad thing pierced my heart and another shattered it. Do you think it is easy to act as if i am happy every day...I feel very vexed and somehow extremely sad... sad... and super sad but somehow i get over it now..After i give myself some thoughts and i am willing to prove it wrong....I really wonder if i changed totally tomorrow.. what will actually happen..bet you never see the other side of me...
