This is the 1st part of my 2 parts secrets and this i properbly have told one of the two. Hmm..I am not very lucky in terms of relationship actually. The fact is i reached puberty late...haha. Maybe all these stories may be one-sided but all are just my opinions. ok..I start off with the first one. At the age of 8 if i can remeber, it was very funny. You know during primary school where you sit beside one another in a long table. Yea..the girl beside me asked me do you know who i like. I said me lah of course. Then she said how you know and i said of course. Actually i thought it was a joke. lol. I was a very funny person those days till primary 5 where i changed totally. Primary 6 this one i can never forget...it was a saturday i remeber and if that person read this..i hope she understands. It was an afternoon and then suddenly the phone rang. I answered to my surprise, she try to asked me out and if i am not wrong i can hear her voice was a bit nervous. I do feel guilty now but then i had no choice because i came from a traditional chinese family and my parents will never let me out no reason ( second part of the secret comes from here). I rejected her and i feel quite bad now. It takes a person great courage to ask someone out. At this age, my skin is still quite white for those wan to know how it becomes black listen on.
At the age of 14, my friend spread rumours about me and this girl. Unfortunately i do not like her at all because she is very vulgar. Guess what...it was him that like her lol. Secondary three, hell year, this is because i hate my class(truth). No friends. No nothing. Did not enjoy much. Oh ya the skin thing is because i baked under the sun for too long in the afternoon almost every week and thats how the colour turns darker and darker. Secondary four, i remeber this one because it was very very funny too. I do not think i am good-looking either and i think it is my character at that time. I believe this thing called if you help someone esle and in the future that someone esle will help you. It is hard for me to believe that now. During a bbq, if i am not wrong, it was in a classmate's house. She keep sticking to me whereever i go and i know i know but i left early. It was not my call and i feel yup. This blog is never meant for others to read but for the classmates i currently have. If you are not from my class please don read this. Never let me have the chance to talk to you and type to you because i am a powerful word user( This depends on mood) if you get what i mean.