I found out the truth and what have i been doing the past years.I understand it all now.I must be firm and stand up to my fears. Like old saying'Courage is learned like how baby learns to walk' It takes time to have courage to stand up to anything. Never take anything to heart, always forget it another day and it will not hurt u that much. If it is Embarassment, just laugh along with them, it won't hurt does it. Truth that emotions are hard to control, but i can do it why not u. Laugh when u can, it really helps at all times and all sad oncomings are gone fortunatly. I realised that i am just a small fry in big society and ever did i wonder if i can make it out to this society or escape these clutches of mankind and live peacefully by the country side. If i even have three wishes, i wish for justice, integrity and equality. Sometimes I pretend not to listen as it is some insult or praise. Life have balance as evil has good, destroy has build, life have death. Happiness never last and endure the pain that u or someone cause. It really affect everyones life if u do something and the respect u get from people. Some people really do not understand how to get respect from people and i hate people that talk big but never really do anything sinificant. Time is precious and youth cannot be wasted. Lets end it here and tommorow is the end of today and start of today is the end of yesterday and the three add up to the past.